03/02/2026

The only thing that is anything like permanent in my being is my own perception of it. I have never had an awareness of God that has not been filtered by my conscious effort to respond to Biblical revelation or interpretation of it.

No matter how hard I try to bring myself into line with the will of God and strive to become part of his Mystical Body, the Church of Love, his New Holy Family my fundamental weakness always breaks through my defences and I still keep on sinning and simultaneously regret it.

It has always been the same for me. I have always hoped for heaven. As a child and younger man,  I was always looking for or accepting opportunities to sin but simultaneously terrified by the thought of dying an unprepared for death.

I am the epitome of the anti-God intellectuals, despised pathetic weakness that it is to be a "God-fearing" man.

I share their opinion in that I too know that I  am weak and in many ways to be despised but I also know that the history of human life proves that the Universe and all that is in it is not an unreal random event. 

Our consciousnesses of being are outside of our brains and this has been proven by the direct revelation made to "The whole world" 2000 years ago. Jesus is the Resurrection. The Incarnation is True God and True Man. Jesus brought New Life into the world. 

Those who met with the Resurrected Christ all expected to see him again in their lifetimes and the hope of all Christians has always been that they will experience this meeting even though the continuation of Sin means that we all have to suffer death before this can happen.

The creator of all that it is possible to know in our own beings was born, lived with Mary and Joseph, was recognised by The Baptizer, walked, talked with and taught the Apostles, died in total weakness and became the Resurrection in order to give us incontrovertible proof that IAMFTHERSONHOLYSPIRIT loves us and knowing our sins he continues to pour out the Mercy that even as I sin is mine for the asking.

We must never despair of forgiveness. Even though guilt is an instant presence along with my sin. I remember that it took many centuries for the Resurrection to conclude IAMFATHERSONHOLYSPIRIT'S revelations to his "image and likeness" and that he spent only 10% of his time on earth in direct teaching by "word and deed".

We all have to thank God for not destroying us the moment that we rebel and even though I know myself to be totally worthless, I am still beloved and incredibly the recipient of the Mercy that was created in response to the bitter pain that my personal sin inflicts on Our Saviour God.

Dear Lord, help me to remember that I need to suffer personally, body and soul, as penance for this and all my sins. Your cross is the reality that we have made by our misuse of Your Love the source of our beings. Amen

 02/02/2026

The Presentation of Jesus aka The Purification of Mary aka Candlemas

The three possible names for this feast that has been celebrated by the Roman Church for 1500 or so years in Europe are a reminder that the Institutional Churches that exist today are man-made constructs in this world. Even the date of Easter has been disputed by East and West and thus exist the differences in Ecclesiastical Calendars that are a feature of the Christian Disunity that still exists.

We can call the feast "the Purification" as for more than 2000 years after the Resurrection, the Law of Moses' concepts of ritual purity were still part of the "Church's" understanding of the the relationship between man and God. 

For centuries "Churching" was a liturgical ritual for all Catholic mothers forty days after giving birth. I can remember attending this ceremony with my own mother and father after the birth of my six years younger than I sister. The Incarnation, Nativity and Death of Jesus have banished all notions of the necessity for ritual bodily purity.  The  name "Candlemas" reminds us that candles were traditionally blessed today as Christ is the light of the world and that the Church was the throbbing  heart of European Culture and all of her festivals "celebrated" as much as Christmas still is.

IAMFATHERSONHOLYSPIRIT became man. The INCARNATION is a complete reset of creation. God is totally beyond comprehension but it has been revealed to us that 2000 years ago he chose to actually become a human being in the same flesh as the apex of his created material being, self-conscious, image and likeness "true man and true God"..

If I choose to click my mouse I can become aware of the vast array of Evil that mankind has always chosen to bring into the world. I am dumbfounded by the joy with which SIN has and is still welcomed and celebrated by so many billions of peoples and scream out to Our Father, "Why?". 

Although taught otherwise, I believe that Sin /Evil has a far greater power than we can imagine and that IAMFATHERSONHOLYSPIRIT is deeply hurt by each individual and  generation of mankind that still mocks him for allowing himself to be crucified. The utter pain of the Crucifixion still exists in the Resurrected heart of Jesus and thus Our Father still bears an ever-greater anguish.

The specific revelations made to Adam,  Noah, Abraham, Moses and David were known but not maintained even by Chosen People. God could have created us  as mere automatons absolutely incapable of sinning but because we are "image and likeness" he wants us to live by freely choosing "the way, the truth and the life" by returning the LOVE that is "IAMFTHERSONHOLYSPIRIT".

We are all still the potential "People of God" even though we are much more technically advanced than were Jesus and his Apostles. The souls that are our true conscious beings and that differentiate us  from the animal bodies out of which we evolved following God's plan, are still completely free to rule "the world" but whatever it is that we choose to do with our lives there is still only one God and Saviour.

Jesus in his dying words creates "the not of this world" Church of Love, comprised of Creator, Saviour and Love i.e. Jesus, Mary our adopting sinless mother, and John, the Beloved Disciple, the New Holy Family which welcomes all who know that there is nothing that this world can offer that is able to compete with the peaceful security that we can now choose to be ours even as we aspire to live out sinless lives in this world  ever mindful that the "Ever-Greater" knows, loves and supports us on our way as much as, for our part, we know, love and serve Him.

"Woman behold your son, Son behold your mother"    

 

01/02/2026

The fourth Sunday in Ordinary Time

Every time I miss making a response to the Mass Readings, I come to realise why it is necessary for me to try to discipline myself in this way.

St  Benedict and St Basil both knew from their own experience that devoting one's life to Our Father means that our human consciousness which can very easily be distracted even from/by  our very best intentions requires a "rule" which  can be upheld and supported within  a community of brothers or sisters.

St Paul is writing to the  "humble and lowly people", one of the first communities of believers, "who seek refuge in the name of the Lord", They are still "in the world" and they were  not wise according to worldly standards. Neither were they powerful or of noble birth.

God chose what is weak and despised in this world to deter the "Great and the Good" from being overcome by pride in their own beings.

Our Saviour, the Creator of all that we are aware  chose to be born in an animal shelter and allowed himself to be tortured and displayed naked as he "bled out" in public view. He really did "practise what he preached".

In this morning's Gospel Jesus teaches us all that we need to hold in our minds as we live out lives governed by Holy discipline. There is nothing about my world in 2026 that can/should  distract me from the  response that each human being has to make to the WORD .

                    "Listen People of God, this is my beloved Son with whom I am well pleased"

30/01/2026

Friday Week 3 Ordinary Time

I always try to remember that whatever is recorded in the Old Testament was read and interpreted by Jesus during the "public life" he shared with the Apostles.

The Psalms that are attributed to David continue to stir in us the real-time emotions/reactions that were experienced by him the "King of the Jews" at different moments of his life 3000 years ago. They are also  a "Prayer- Book" used, 2000 years ago,  by the first assemblies in the Portico of Solomon that was the "mustard seed" that has grown into the billions of pages that comprise the texts that are the Liturgy that is still in use today.

Today, when we hear/read that Jesus spoke privately to the disciples and explained everything that was hidden in his parables, it would be easy to think that "the secret" he shared was somehow the preserve of "chosen ones".  

This is the sin of those who use the revelations made by IAMIAM to glorify themselves in this world even as they "sincerely" devote themselves to "Law", Scripture and Liturgy, priests, scribes and theologians.

IAMFATHERSONHOLYSPIRIT chose to make his final and totally complete revelation of the purpose of created being by accepting for himself the created life cycle experienced by all created animals but understood only by God and those spiritual beings to whom he chose to reveal himself. 

We, the whole world, all human souls, to whom the Apostles were instructed to bring the Good News, and are thus "the unbounded chosen ones ", just as the Jews before us, still not getting it right. 

We are totally free souls, (image and likeness) capable of recognising that it is INFINITE CREATIVE LOVE that creates and holds us in BEING who somehow become more involved with the things of this world and our own selves to the extent of shutting out the Grace of "Our Father" and thus enabling ourselves to ignore his Loving Will.

It is the "Love that comes from God" that chooses to save us from Ultimate Evil, the awareness of non-being which is unimaginable eternal pain and gave us the final confirmation of this during his agony on  the cross,  as he created for our souls the "place" of perfect surety in this world, the New Holy Family., the Church of Love.

                                            "Woman behold your son. Son behold your mother"

 29/01/2026

Thursday Week 3 Ordinary Time

Today I am asking myself why I am again beginning my day with responding to events that happened 3000 years ago in the case of David and 2000 years ago in the case of Jesus. In fact, I do ask that same question, not in exactly the same words, but more than once each day.

Each day that I try to answer that question, I am reminded that I have not lived my life as perfectly as I would have liked. I also tell myself that I am unique and have lived in the reality of worldly time as a      real person. I was and still am because the Creator of the whole Universe created me and still knows and guides me along the true way to true Life which begins after my bodily death.

It is right and fitting that I should bow down before the Lord Our God in sorrow-filled gratitude that he has revealed this to me one of his children by his INCARNATION. I have to beat my breast and humbly accept the forgiveness that he created for us during his life, death and Resurrection.

Some days I can feel sure  that these my daily responses to the scriptures is true faith but, knowing myself, I also have to question it. The child that I once was, was often accused of showing off, "playing to the gallery". 

Dear Lord, help me to join Mary and John at the foot of your cross sharing not only in the promise "Woman behold your son. Son behold your mother". but also sharing as did they the bitter real-time pain that my sins have inflicted on you. Amen

 28/03/2026

The Lord speaks openly through Nathan in today's First Reading. 

Solomon the son of David does eventually build the Temple to become the place in this world from which he will guide his "Chosen People".

There are millions of souls, Jew and Gentile, that have been created since that time but very few who have remained steadfast in the Holiness that is the only response to the gift of conscious life that is acceptable to God. But our God is merciful and ready to forgive all who turn back to Him.

In the Gospel, God Himself  is continuing his revelations to the "Chosen People" and has chosen 12 men with whom over a period of three years he shares the "SECRET" i.e. "INCARNATION".

He is the source of ETERNAL LIFE. IAMIAM. IAMFATHERSONHOLYSPIRIT. IAM the Bread of Life. IAM the Light of the World. IAM the Door. IAM the Good Shepherd. IAM the Resurrection and the Life. IAM the Way, the Truth and the Life. IAM the True Vine.

Two thousand years later there is still nothing more than what is revealed in the Bible that we need to know about our "being" and "life" in this world. Human Life is the product of God's Love and the World is the Reality in which he has shown us how to live and die. 

Life is the opportunity to avail ourselves of the limitless Mercy created on Calvary by Our Saviour God.

Dear Lord, Help me to live this day without sin. Let my prayers join with  those of Mary, Joseph, John and all the Apostles and Saints and with all those that we sinners on earth plead for pardon both for ourselves and the departed Holy Souls. Amen

 27/01/2026

Tuesday Week 3 Ordinary Time

To maintain my "being" as one of the "brethren" of the Incarnation I have to believe "every word that comes from the mouth of God" thus I know that the "brothers at the gate" in today's Gospel were not the children of Theotokos, Our Lady, the unique, sinless female being, created to be the human source of the flesh of "true man, begotten not made". 

Everything that I am and do during my lifetime after my infancy is and has been determined by my will exercised in freedom. Jesus assured us that the problem with the religion of the Jews of his day was not its base in belief " IAMIAM"  but the failure to practise the Commandments of "Our Father" with sincerity.

The reset of creation began by "IAMFATHERSONHOLYSPIRIT" started in a human family. Our Mother Mary joined the already existent family of Joseph which thus became the home of the Holy Family.

In today's Gospel it seems that Mary has come to find out what has happened to cause Jesus to be absent from home in Nazareth and has not come alone. Jesus response is not a denial of his family but to tell us all that we are the "children of God" and have to strive by fulfilling the second commandment to achieve that unity within which we can all hear the WORD that comes from the mouth of God and thus live holy lives in this world and receive  perfect joyful peace in the next.

The last instructions that Jesus gave from his cross "Woman behold your son. Son behold your mother" are our guarantee he is our "forever brother" and that we too can become part of the "New Holy Family" which is our place of Spiritual Safety within which to seek, find and obey the will of "Our Father". Amen