22/08/2024

The formal Liturgy of the Church, its celebration of salvation, is the bones around which I try to find the living body of Christ. It is only Jesus who can become the living heart of flesh that replaces my sinful heart of stone. The peace that can be found in our beings comes only from God but we have to prepare for it. 

We have freedom of choice. That is why the human world although created by FatherSonHolySpirit is not the  "holy place" that God intends it to be. Every human soul that has ever lived, is living or will be born into living, has as its birthright the choice to know, love and serve or to decline the invitation.

Jesus, true man, lived just as we do in an era whose "background noise" civilization, human history, philosophy, was blocking out the awareness of their reason for living from the "chosen people". To reawaken the faith of his listeners he often spoke in parables, a style of communication recognised by the culture of his time and place, which we too can understand.

The Fathers of the Church after the Apostles studied the words of the Old Testament and searched for the symbolic meaning of the stories told by Jesus. Sometimes they find a difficulty. Today's is that only one person is cast out of the "Church" that is their interpretation of the "Wedding Feast" of the parable. 

The lack of wedding garment has been interpreted variously as "lack of Holy Spirit", "disobedience of the "Commandments", even failure "to put on Jesus Christ". We  all learn from the wisdom of the past but live in the present and Jesus today speaks to each one of us, telling that we are each responsible for the state of our own souls and that we cannot "hope away" the alternative reality to eternal happiness.

Dear Lord You know that your Apostles, Evangelists, Church Fathers, Schoolmen and Theologians have left us with billions of words that sometime confuse but can always help each one of us who applies himself to them. Study can become a substitute for prayer and a source of pride. Mary, Queen of Heaven lived only in the gratitude that she had been chosen and seems not to have added anything personal to the remembrances of you in our Gospels. Her life, without sin, is what you offer to us all and it is through her perfection that the Incarnate You chose to become the Sacramental Grace you continue to pour out onto a largely ungrateful world. May her prayers and those of all the Saints continue to bring forgiveness to us their sinful brethren here on Earth and those who are gratefully undergoing punishment in Purgatory.

 21/08/2024

I have in this last half of my life tried, to put my soul directly into the care of God. 

He knows that I am not claiming for myself a special relationship, a direct line to Father, Son and Holy Spirit but that I have become more and more aware that the Church, Catholic, Orthodox or Protestant has been playing a less and less noticeable role in the era in which I live and that we believers have to seek how to to do the will of the Father by reversing this trend.

As this realisation grew in my mind, I searched throughout the history of the Church for a "golden-age" which could be an exemplar of what the Church of today must become to be the living "body of Christ" here on Earth in the twenty-first century.

The Orthodox and Roman Churches are the very first human organisations and are even today used as models by Management Gurus of how to grow successful human institutions. The first believers were those who filled the empty spaces of their beings with the words of Love promulgated first of all by those who had known Christ personally during his time on Earth, those who had hidden during the horror of Calvary.

The Apostles had always understood that they were following a prophet and after the Resurrection they came to know Jesus as Son of FatherSonHolySpirit but, they had also always been aware that his "Kingdom" would require servants, court officials, stewards in this world. We know that, human as they are, they became annoyed with each other by seeking, on the quiet, privileged positions for themselves in this predominately worldly anticipated "kingdom".

IAMIAM has sought over centuries to din into us, his people, that his creation is wonderful but that he is infinitely evergreater. He is one being mystically three persons. We his image and likeness have to bow before him to receive the "Love" that we can share among each other. Jesus is the servant who demonstrates the greatest Love possible on earth.

Ezekiel is commissioned to chastise the priests of his generation. I know that there have been millions of holy clergy within the Church over the centuries but that their holiness has been rather in spite of the institution than as the result of it for the Truth of Christ is also in the Church in spite of the worldliness of the institution. With his last words from the cross Jesus put John and Mary into a filial relationship that is the Church of Love, a New Holy Family that will be with us to the end of time. It is to be found in the Institution but is not confined to it.

Dear Lord, Help me know your truth and never evade it. Let me not be "clever" but let me be open to your grace so that I can understand all the discrepancies that your Church has presented throughout her life as the "signs of the times". I hope that Mary and all the Saints  seek for me the grace  that I know that I have to rely on to achieve for me a place on earth in the New Holy Family which will help me receive the rewards of your merciful Love. May St Pius X pray for me and all the souls of sinners here on Earth and in Purgatory

 20/08/2024

Our possessors of great wealth, our manipulators of matter and of natural biology,  our advocates of fornication are all condemned today in the first readings and we too for we are also beneficiaries of wealth, science and birth control even though we are not promulgators of the same.

We have to face up to the fact that IAMIAM in the first two readings of today's mass reveals himself to be Justice untempered by Mercy. Those who become swollen with pride. Those who have no time for God. Those who attribute their success in this World to themselves. Those who treat their positions in this world as their own divine-right, all the slaves of Mammon are  univocally condemned by God, speaking through the mouth of his Prophet Ezekiel.

The responsorial taken from Deuteronomy also reveals the seriousness with which we should listen to God's revelation of himself for we also know that God does not change even though there is a difference in emphasis in the words of his prophets.

"But I say to you". I hear this short sentence every time that Jesus clarifies himself as the final  word of God's revelation of himself, IAMIAMFatherSonHolySpirit speaks as the one God and tells us that we do not have to go away sad as did the rich young man.

Today I enjoy a standard of living that is higher than those enjoyed by the rich of previous eras. The poor are still with us but there are billions of us who although not rich can meet all our own material needs and still have a surplus that we can share with the poor. I do not have perfect health but I am not crippled by disease.  I am, however, aware that I am far from the moral perfection that has to be the following of Christ.

Jesus, the incarnate Word, lives to reveal in his life on Earth the perfection image/example of how to become in this world the being that we have been created to be; how to do God's will on earth. 

Even the rich, however, are given a chance to make it through the eye of the needle for Calvary has given a superabundance of Mercy to the whole world. Our Father, Son and Holy Spirit are always seeking us out and even on our death beds we can make the perfect atonement that may have saved Judas as he crashed to his self-inflicted death by act of despair.

Dear Lord, you know that I am always afraid that my sins will bring me to the pain of permanent death that is the reward of sin. Let me find in the final instruction given to Mary and John the living church of Love that never fails to keep true to you, FatherSonHolySpirit. Let me not be too afraid and be sincerely attentive to your example for living and worship in my secret room without regard for how others view me. I know that I am not alone except for when corrupted by sin. May my soul and those of all other sinners on Earth be comforted by theunceasing prayer for Mercy for us and the Holy Souls in Purgatory raised by Mary and all the saints.

 19/08/2024

I am neither a young man nor a rich one but I too feel sad that I have not been able to arrive at perfection.

I am coming to a realisation that all generations that have lived since "Thou art Peter and upon this rock I will build my Church" are as imperfect in their to devotion to God as were the Jews both in the days of Ezekiel and in those of the Incarnation 500 years later.

I am living  2,500 years after the Babylonian Exile, 2000 years after the destruction of the Jerusalem Temple and 80 years after the attempted extermination of the Jewish race. I am still asking the same question to Jesus as did the "rich young man". A questioned asked then by one Jew to another.

I have been guided in my response by the teaching of the prophets interpreted and completed by Jesus, Son of FatherSonandHolySpirit. I know that the Resurrection, Jesus, is the "Eternal Life" sought by the rich young man. I know that his "chosen people" somehow failed to honour their part in IAMIAM's original covenants.

We have lived on earth, however, with the Sacramental presence of FatherSonandHolySpirit guarded by his Institution founded on St Peter for 2000 years and are still more like the "rich young man" than the Jesus from whom he sought guidance.

The people of the Old Testament failed to accept "loving kindness" from the Lord. Our Church has over the centuries accumulated vast wealth to become "worldly" on Earth and thus weakened its  authority to preach the Way, the Truth and the Eternal Life which is why we have to know, love and serve in perfection in this world for the promised happiness of the next is indeed the Eternal Life for which we have to abandon all faith in material goods and worldly triumphs.

Our God on the cross died, spat upon, bloodily scourged, in naked humiliation and we are lead by an Institution whose chief priest dared for centuries to wear a triple crown.

Dear Lord, you know what I am. The shame of my sins is always with me. I know that grace is not a limited allotment for each time I fail my hope is always reignited by your free gift of Love which revealed its glory in your acceptance of ignominious death to make it possible for sin to be wiped clean. Help your people on earth to truly renounce their attachment to the material world of Mammon and let the Church you founded to be in but not of this world at last admit it lost its way when it became a Power in this world. May Mary through whom God became Man, continue in her care of all mankind and lead the saints in the continuous prayer that brings Mercy to us sinners on earth and those living souls in Purgatory. Amen

 18/08/2024

It is quite easy for us today to follow in the mass readings the revelations that have guided us for nearly 2000 years into the understanding that supports our recognition of the "signs of the times", our place in the  Providence of God.

We are intelligent beings but only when we use our brains to accept and follow the guidance that is recorded in Old and New Testaments. The wisdom  of the first reading opens up our beings to perceive the bounty that is being aware of Our Father, Son and Holy Spirit, the joy of prayer revealed in the Psalm.

In Ephesus, the newly born Christians are living in the midst of pagan splendour and face all the same temptations that dominate our so-called "post-christian" civilisations in these times. He tells them and us to do more than just sing the praises of God, our words must become part of our being, lodged in our hearts.

St John who, has had more than thirty years to reflect on the deeds he witnessed when he walked with Jesus in Galilee; more than thirty years of caring for the Mother of Our Lord, writes with the truth in words that are directly from Jesus.

"I am the living bread come down from heaven. Anyone who eats this bread will live for ever and the bread that I shall give is my flesh for the life of the world".

The Resurrection and the sealing by the Holy Spirit complete  the teaching in this world of the Incarnate Word, Father, Son and Holy Spirit. John and Mary knew this in their hearts. They had survived in this world always aware of the Mystical Body of Christ and we can still join with that New Holy Family in their eternal prayer even though we are far from the "outward signs of inward grace".

It is only God who knows the reason for the Incarnation. His foundation on St Peter has also not ever been true to his "My Kingdom is not of this world" declared before Pilate. It is only God who knows when he will return to Earth. I can only repeat in hope the cry of the first Christians. "Maranatha Lord. Come Lord Jesus Come".

Dear Lord, you know how I have wasted your grace throughout my lifetime. Let me atone for my sins here on Earth and then please keep a place in Purgatory open for me to undergo my deserved punishment. Help me to show by the signs of my life that I have the integrity of being that comes from doing your will and being open to your grace. May my prayers join those led by Mary present with you and all the saints in that "moment" of heavenly joy that begins in death but never ends for you our creator are God of the living and only have love for we sinners both on Earth and in Purgatory.

 17/08/2024

It is impossible for God to deceive. What we see is indeed reality. It is possible for man to not only deceive but also to ignore. We can be sure even in our ignorance, however, that we cannot deceive our Father, Son and Holy Spirit. The Infinite Love, the Trinity is completely aware of everything that is real. From nano-particle to the most distant of stars, everything is known to the Father. 

The Old Testament reading for today emphasises that we should respond to God's revelation of himself completely; return his Love for us with the obedience that shows our love for him. 

The psalmist sings out the pure joy that we can experience when without sin we are filled with the Holy Spirit and "know, love and serve" in our inmost being which is known only to God, Mary and all the Saints. This is our natural state of being for it is a full-life as the image and likeness of  God who saw that his creation is "good" and it is filled with the Holy Spirit brought to us by Jesus' completion of the will of Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

In the Gospel the disciples are preventing the children from milling around Jesus. Jesus, however, is pleased to acknowledge and welcome their presence for they are innocent souls. 

One of the most distressing sights of my life has been to witness the guilt of the English Hierarchy at the Judicial Enquiry into child sexual abuse, blustering in the face of the cross-examination as to their roles in the protection of the guilty by cover-ups masterminded by themselves. 

Those Bishops were "dragged before tribunals" but they did not receive any of the support promised by Jesus to disciples who in the course of their missions would face accusations in courts of law. They also did not receive any public punishment for the harm they have done not only to the children but also to the Institution through which they claim to serve the Vicar of Christ on Earth.

Dear Lord, you know how sinful I am and how I seek to atone. Help me not to be overcome by the weakness of the institution you founded on St Peter. You always chose the weak and the lowly  as examples of how to do your will and yet your Church quickly stepped into the worldly, both in east and west, power vacuums created by the long drawn-out collapse of the Roman Empire. Help me be aware of the grace witnessed by the three Marys and Saint John as it poured out of your pierced side on Calvary and let my faith be in your promise to be with us always even to the end of time. May my prayers uttered in my private room but recorded on this machine join those of Mary and all the saints that all sinners on Earth and in Purgatory choose forgiveness and know that it is we who have created our own need for punishment and reparation.

 16/08/2024

Each of us has to accept the Scriptures for what they are, the record of the revelation made by our Creator of himself at various times in the history of mankind. We have always treated these revelations as revelations of the "Supernatural" . 

It sometimes, however, seems to me that they should not be considered to be anything other than natural for it is God who created us and shapes our being. We are not abandoned alone in the world to make of it what we can as was the baby girl in the first reading.

Our Father was not "passing by" and noticed us, by chance the unwarted and discarded child. He is aware in his eternity of every moment of time and of all that it contains.  The mystery of Father, Son and Holy Spirit is a creative loving kindness that by its nature creates from nothing, new created yet free individual human life that can chose to be informed by his revelation.

Reality is not only determined by the scope of our senses but is also God and our souls  longing for him. We all have totally natural souls that are all created equally to enjoy the Eternal Glorious Freedom of the Sons of God. 

The material discoveries of empirical science have bedazzled our being as did her awareness of her beauty,  Jerusalem. We have become infatuated by our awareness of our "Knowledge". It is hard for our children to grow up in a world that even denies that "male" and "female" are true categories of created being. 

Jesus came at a specific time in the history of the world. His chosen people had, yet again failed him, and since that time the overpoweringly human institution that was the Church founded on St Peter has many times proved itself to be more of this world than part of "the kingdom that is not of this world".

Jesus brings the first phase of revelation to its completion. He will never leave those who respond within their hearts, love answering love, abandoned in their own blood. He knew the faults of the world and the response of the Chosen People as a human being who confronted opposition and disbelief each day of his mission. He promised that he would return from the Father and confirmed us with the Holy Spirit.

Since then, we have changed the material face of the earth beyond recognition but we have to live lives that proclaim our faith in Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Our Father is not impressed by anything that is material. He is looking for us to recognise only his Love and to live lives that openly declare this to all others. He wants to find Faith in his Love on Earth when he returns. We have to become a  people who look for and do the will of Father, Son and Holy Spirit during our lives on Earth.

Dear Lord, help me to use words to offer myself to you. You know all that is happening in my head at this moment. That I am now and have had a past. Let me make right choices for the future and be sincerely sorry for all my offences. May Our Lady the only complete body mind and soul with you in what we call the perfection of bodiless after-life, heaven, lead all the saints in their shared moment of ultimate joy that proclaims their praise of God and their pleas for the Mercy that forgives all sinners on Earth and in Purgatory. Amen.