11/08/2024

These jottings are the "stream of consciousness" that is permanently present when I am not asleep.I am always open to the possibility that my response to the "Mass Readings" for each day misses the point and that what seems to be "Eternal Truth" to me is the product of minds as disturbed as I know my own to be. I do know that mine is not the only consciousness and that there are many others outside my personal  "thinking being".

Sometimes, as does Elijah in today's first reading, I find my own "furze bush" and determined to go no further, "plonk" myself down and wish that I was dead. 

The unseen presence of God touched the soul of Elijah as it does into the souls of all of us, and he awoke to continue his life as a "servant of God". We can call this a "supernatural" event but it is "natural" for God to care for his creation and to confirm the reality of his natural Love for the outcome of his "creative being" he took for him the "natural step" of "Incarnation" into the created reality of time.

God took Elijah to the Holy Mountain. I am still within my own skull but I have joined the "stream of reflection" that has been the natural response of mankind to God's natural but unseen presence.

St Paul tells us that we are creatures who are responsible for our own behaviour. We have to accept that each one of us has to treat others with respect even in the most trivial of social interactions.

In the Gospel, Jesus our begotten, naturally human God, preaches that in him we can see the, for us supernatural, Love that is the "nature" of Father, Son and Holy Spirit .

Elijah could not hide, even under a furze bush, from the call that is the natural response of God to all his creatures. Death will come naturally but not before we are all given the opportunity to answer this call by becoming the beings that, in the eyes of their creator, are good.

I know that I have all too often been ready to ignore and resist the reality of God's call. How can we resist "Christ who loving us as did gave himself up in our place as a fragrant offering to God."? We should all be ready to sing with the psalmist "Glorify the Lord with me, together let us praise his name."

Dear Lord, You know and guide me in your ways. Help me to be truthful in all my dealings with my fellow humans and let me overcome the human self-centredness that is destroying your creation. All of these words are from my need to be forgiven for the great sins of my life. Let me become more convinced of your mercy so that I can find peace in my heart even in the days remaining for me on this earth. May my prayers join those of Mary and all the saints in praise of your Glory and pleading for forgiveness for all sinners on earth and in the sanctuary that is Purgatory. Amen

 10/08/2024

It must have been very difficult for the members of the congregations that became the first generations of the Church to survive after the deaths of their founders left them on their own to continue to live aware of Christ living within them.

The first Christians were undoubtedly sustained by the Holy Spirit filling each of them with the belief that what their founders had witnessed in Jerusalem was undoubtedly the revelation of Father, Son and Holy Spirit and the conviction that Jesus would return from the Father to save them at the, for them imminent, end of time. 

The Apostles in Jerusalem knew that Jesus had taught them to live out their lives in accordance with the revealed will of the Father. They knew that they had been touched by God and that they had a special duty to teach the whole world what their beloved Rabbi had taught to them.

They had to teach that each individual has an unseen inner being that is "not of this world". Jesus had made it abundantly clear that his whole being in this world had been to help our "human being" witness within this mortal life the Love that Father, Son and Holy Spirit has for each "image and likeness" that is our spiritual self.

By the time of the martyrdom of St Lawrence the Christians in all regions of the Roman Empire lived in communities of believers. The "Kingdom which is not of this world" had taken the first steps to becoming the institution that at first threatened Caesar and then fought unceasingly to be the supreme power in this mortal world.

Throughout my life I have been asking myself why it is that I have continued in sin even after sincerely pleading for forgiveness knowing that Jesus has reconciled us with the Creator.

I have come to realise, however, that what I can learn from the history of God's Providence is that first Jews and now Christians have not been true to the revelations of Love for his creation made by IAMFather,SonandHoly Spirit.

It is not God's will that his foundation on St Peter should have become so immersed in this world that its foundational role of caring for souls has long been forgotten and untrusted by so many of us who should be joining together to celebrate the life of Christ within us in this world so as to prepare us for the eternal life to come. 

Thank God that I am able to use this unseen technological miracle at my fingertips to join the unseen Mystical Body that is Christ still present in our Souls on Earth, in Heaven and in Purgatory but only if we open ourselves to him.

Dear Lord, only you can know that I am still the sinful being who is still sincerely seeking to do your will and avoid sin. May my soul today focus on its own reality which is life as a worshipping being in the immensity of your perfection and loving awareness of us all. May the soul of Sean and all the deceased find a place open for them in your forgiveness and may their souls and the souls of all the departed rest in peace until your final coming into your Universe. May Mary John and all the saints continue to add our prayers to theirs who did not succumb to  Devil, World or Flesh and may the Holy Souls wholeheartedly acknowledge the fact that it is their own sins that can be forgiven by your loving mercy. It is Christ Crucified who pays the price for our wickedness.

 09/08/2024

Today we can join our prayers with those of Edith Stein and all other victims of European self-centredness which has produced, under the guidance of the Catholic Church, so much evil throughout History.

The Church has always been part of the Empires and Kingdoms that are the inglorious part of human history since the time Peter followed Paul to the Rome  from whose centre all roads led to the very limits of its Empire.

We the individuals, living in today's instant communication with the whole of humanity, have become as it were little empires for which the whole world can be ours at the touch of a keyboard.

St Benedicta was aware that she was blessed by God with a great intellect which she accepted with humility and accepted the Faith based on the Resurrection of Jesus, a Jew like she, a chosen one of God.

She was a Jew so the then prominent "Kingdom of this World" pursued her until she could be eliminated by their preferred method of bolstering their egos. The Nazi factories of death had all been built by men whose culture was the product of 2000 years of Christianity.

Our God knows everything. I am a puny little creature wordless in the face of the mystery that is the impossible to understand passivity of Father, Son and Holy Spirit in the face of so much evil that continues today.

I know that my God knows me and that it is only in this life that I can know, love and serve Him to keep my being free from the sin that is the reason for the imponderable suffering of Son on the cross. 

We are all humans, we are all guilty of sin, so why, O Lord do so many of us have to suffer in the way that millions of us have during my lifetime and others like myself remain in a quiet peace that is painless comfort but can also lead to the sinful self-centredness that brings about the loss of our souls?

Dear Lord, help me to remain  humbly on my knees and not be overcome by my self-perceived "cleverness". Nobody can challenge you but it seems to me that the slaughter of the Jews by Hitler should have been prevented. It is too much to ask my tiny mortal brain to adjust to your eternity that has no time, no beginning and no end especially when I see slaughter and assassination as the way in which modern Jews maintain their hold on land they have stolen from Palestinians. Today's Gospel makes it clear that each of our own virgin souls are responsible for our own spiritual "oil" and that we will not be able to join St Benedicta, Our Mother Mary and all the Saints in our place at your "Wedding Feast" if we do not  preserve that "oil" that is your free, but not painless, gift of merciful forgiveness.

 08/0802024

Today the life of St Dominic is celebrated by the Catholic Church so the Church in today's Liturgy celebrates its own foundation on St Peter, by Jesus .

The Church that St Dominic was born into and of which he became a stalwart was not the Church, that a thousand years before his lifetime, had hidden from Pagan persecutors and  in support of which many had died rather than apostatize.

The Church in St Dominic's times was engaged in its own persecution of non-Catholics, a "Crusade" against heretics; this was open warfare against those who would not bow down to the secular power of the Hierarchy and many were being slaughtered in the name of Papal authority. 

Did any of the Church of those days question this non-Christian sign of the times.?

The Order of Preachers founded by St Dominic is still with us and enjoys in its "poverty" the accumulated wealth of centuries. The Order is the owner of huge, almost empty, property throughout the world and as is also true about the other "Catholic Orders" the few remaining Friars viewed as shareholding owners are amongst the wealthiest individuals living today.

This is a non-Christian sign of our own times.

"Thou art Peter and on this rock I will build my Church"."Get thee behind me Satan". In both  sentences Jesus is speaking to the worldly institution that his Church very soon became. Bearing  Jesus' words in mind we have to interpret "the signs of the times" in our own age.

Our Church has lost its public moral authority. In many European countries clergy are shunned and castigated by their former parishioners. The pseudo-victory of "the devil, the world and the flesh" reveals that the Petrine foundation has got it as wrong as did the covenant breakers to whom Jesus revealed the Way. the Truth and the Life. 

Jesus cannot abandoned us but the fact that "My Kingdom is not of this world" has never been acted upon as if it were as foundational as the presentation of the Keys reveals that, yet again, we humans have not lived up to the trust that Father, Son and Holy Spirit has in us. 

"Woman behold your son, son behold your mother". John took Mary into his own home and with and by the Crucified Jesus a new Holy Family was formed. The Mystical Body of Christ that is certainly not of this world is the prayerful community formed by us in our own private rooms as together we can pray "Our Father" as taught by Jesus .

 We know that we are in communion with all the souls on Earth, in Heaven and In Purgatory who know that Jesus has defeated sin, even though the signs of our times seem to deny this,  and that sinners are forgiven as soon as they reach out for forgiveness by opening their souls to Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

The authority given to Peter, does not exclude the Church of the New Holy Family, Jesus, Mary and John. Jesus did tell Peter to be mindful that what he intended for John was not Peter's to know or even question but there is no question that Our Lady and the other women remained  along with John by choice  to the bitter end on Calvary outside the city walls. The criminals and soldiers remained by force and involuntarily also witnessed the death of God Incarnate.

Dear Lord, may this day become sinless for me. Guide my thoughts that I may remain true to you and your word. Help all your priests be true to their calling and give them the grace to avoid giving scandal to their flocks. I need to feel secure in your Love and peaceful in my heart for I hope to come to the end of my life in the honesty that is always aware of my sins and of the vastness of your Mercy without which I would be nothing. Help me Lord. Amen

 07/08/2024

Today Jeremiah belies his reputation as the bringer of misfortune, the "prophet of doom". Both the first reading and the psalm proclaim the ecstatic joy that is delight in the perfection of God. We need not analyse his words, if we just listen we too can share his paen of praise, and wonder how we too can come to the same heights of joyful faith. We certainly have to let go of ourselves and become totally subjected to the will of God.

Today Jesus has left Galilee and is out of the boundaries of "Palestine". He confirms that his "Mission" is to reform the Chosen People back to the image and likeness created by Our Father. We have no idea about who the "Canaanite woman" was. She is another totally anonymously important being except in the eyes of God. 

The "house dogs" is a phrase that has received much condemnation. It is a striking image and for it to come from the lips of Jesus shocks many of us to the core. He does not call a "non-Jew" a "dog" but many worse epithets about foreigners are still being scattered around even as I think this at home in England. 

The disciples are put into an acute state of embarrassment by the clamour raised by the woman. Jesus tells us that this is "Faith". 

She is pleading out of love for her daughter who lives in torment. She is at her wits end. She has heard about Jesus doings in neighbouring Galilee. Her answer to the Jewish Prophet and his reaction to it is to be pondered by all the non-Jews of our world who ask "Why the Jews, Lord, why only the Jews". 

When we are isolated unable to look after ourselves, completely powerless, with nothing except fear in our minds in that desperate prayer of the moment before death's door closes behind us we are still able to have "Faith" in the Love of God for all his creation.

"God looked at what he had created and saw that it is good." Lord, let there be room in your new creation for all animals, especially dogs, that are perfect in their created beings with the perfection that we humans have failed to match in ours.

Dear Lord, I am embarrassed by my sentimentality. I know that my human soul is the focus of your love for all creation and I am nothing if I do not accept your guidance for how we all should live as you have shown to us in Palestine. Continue to protect me from temptation and let me begin to pray without ceasing in preparation for that moment when my Faith  becomes perfect as then, just as it was for the Canaanite woman, there is no alternative.

 06/08/2024

What I call "reflections" are my attempts to tell myself how to react to the passages from scripture that are part of the liturgy of the Catholic Church in the UK. God knows that my intentions are honest. Why would anyone try to deceive God? 

I know that I have often tried to "kid" myself. Long ago, Jesus warned us that saying "Lord, Lord" in public achieved nothing. We have to listen to the revelations made by God and act in accordance with his commandments at all times in our lives. 

I am always trying to peel the onion that is the accumulations of my being after 80+ years of life to become the sinful soul aware that I am, as much as were Adam and Eve, naked in the eyes of their creator and mine.

In today's first reading from Daniel the visionary is himself a naked mortal soul looking beyond the stars that fill our Universe into the eternity that is filled with the Glory of God. In the Gospel, Jesus takes Peter, James and John apart to show them the glory that he has as Son of Father, Son and Holy Spirit. 

They, of course, do not want to lose the perfect Faith of that imponderable moment, but come down from the mountain with Jesus in awestruck speechlessness but mystified by what could be the meaning of "rising from the dead".

Dear Lord I thank you for the words that I have found to help me be the man you created to live a sinless life within the fullness of your Love. I can bow my head over this keyboard in the safety that comes from your grace and is strengthened by the prayers of Mary and all the saints. Help me to avoid sin and to persevere in prayer as I am soon going to learn the meaning of "rising from the dead" as I face you "the first fruits" and your judgement of my lifetime of thoughts, words and deeds. May my prayers become part of the chorus of praise led by Mary and may my soul be cleared out of the debris created by my sinful life. I am praying to and through Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Lord hear my prayer. Come Lord Jesus Come!

 05/08/2024

The Holy Spirit completed and sealed the revelations made by the Eternal God to us in the time in which our mortality has its existence. Since those final events in the "upper-room"  "God", with all that word implies, is truly present in the Eucharist. "The Body of Christ" is with us and confected by the "actions of a priest ordained by the Holy Spirit" and will be so until the end of time.

God had already guided his people in created time since the days of Moses. The Incarnation, however, was still necessary for sin to be forgiven. The people whom IAMFATHERSONHOLYSPIRIT chose to be his witnesses before all mankind had failed in their mission but "God loved his Creation" so much that the Word was begotten of the Virgin Daughter of Israel.

In the readings for the mass of today there is conflict between two Prophets. The Psalmist pleads for the inspirational guidance of the Holy Spirit. Jesus feeds the five thousand with bread that is of this world but miraculously made available out of two loaves and 5 fishes.

The Holy Spirit is present in all congregations that come together to praise and thank God. The Jews of the Old Testament tried very hard but ultimately failed to match themselves to the righteousness that is the spiritual template of his image and likeness created from nothing by Father, Son and Holy Spirit. 

We have only hints about the end of time. I see that what we have made out of "go out and teach all nations" is nowhere near the righteousness taught by Jesus and echoed in baptismal promises to which Christian mankind has never fully adhered. 

Many of the first Christians came to the end of their lives in disappointment that Jesus had not returned from the Father. I, too, although aware that no-one can know the mind of God am also disappointed, especially as I am aware that the present Church resembles more and more the worldly, superficial  religion of the Pharisees and Sadducees that Jesus condemned and has thus also failed, as did its predecessor, in its Divine Mission.

I am sure that God loves us and is always with those who open themselves to the grace that  overcomes on our behalf, the devil, the world and the flesh. The battle has already been won on Calvary but we still have to wait for the Second Coming when God will be All in All. Maranatha, come Lord, Jesus come.

Dear Lord, you know that as I wrote the above there was indeed an unvoiced complaint going through my mind. You know that many of us are still shaken in our faith by what seems to us  your inaction against the evils that are perpetrated in this world, some of which are done by those who also proclaim your name. I know that you warned us about this before you left us, but I am only a man and a sinner who has to crumble in gratitude for the joy that trying to answer your call brings to me. Help me this day to stay away from sin and to act only in faithful charity. May Mary and all the saints support all sinners both here and in Purgatory and let penitence become part of our being so that  we too will be able to "Glorify the Lord and rejoice in God our Saviour" with the "wholeness" that is also a witness of the "good" you saw in your creation.