17/04/2024

It is no wonder that St Paul was treated with suspicion by the other Apostles when he returned to Jerusalem two or three years after the events recorded in this morning's first reading. He had led a "bitter" persecution of the first Church. He too had "gnashed his teeth" at the preaching and proclamation of the Resurrection and had assisted in the stoning of Stephen.

St John's memoir of Jesus' life had not been written when Paul returned to Jerusalem. The Liturgy had, however, begun to take shape as witnessed by Paul himself in his first letter to the Corinthians. St John's resume of Jesus' discourse on the "Bread of Life" had not been written but its theme must have formed part of the teaching of the Apostles in the Portico of Solomon which had so enraged the Sanhedrin and its supporters.

Jesus himself during his historical, public ministry had never set out to challenge either the Temple or the Scriptures. He taught us the True Way of Life that comes from God. His only "agenda" was to complete on earth the will of the Father. Everything he did in this world is to be an example of how each individual of us can live out our lives with the gracious support of Our Father.

We in our modern world can be sure that we are living as God intends us to live only if we always choose to act as did Jesus 2000 years ago. God still speaks to us through the Scriptures, the Church and directly into the open hearts of Believers. 

Each one of us has an awareness that life is not of our choice, and we soon learn that we are living in an ever-changing world.  My memories tell me that I am still the same person who remembers  good and bad moments from 80 years ago. Scriptures remind me that God has taught us how to deal with the transitory nature of his Creation and that by following in the footsteps of His Incarnate Son is the only way to bring our lives to the conclusion that is our New Beginning in the adventure that is to be the peaceful glory of Eternity.

Dear Lord, help me to truly atone for my sins and help me to become unwavering in Faith. May I truly become part of the family of John & Mary. Let me not "kid myself" but let my will support my belief in Scripture and in the Church that forms your body on earth. Give grace to the many pastors who struggle to maintain their commitment to you and help us all to live as the institution teaches but has failed to honour in its deeds. I sincerely need forgiveness  for myself please let me share it with the Holy Souls who are awaiting pardon to join join Mary and All the Saints. You know that I am John, still a sinner. Maranatha! Lord Jesus come!