28/05/2023

For several days now I have been unwell and have found that breathing  when it is constricted is very hard work. All the time I have also tried to keep my soul open to God, knowing that prayer should be as important as breath for all living souls. I now know that my time on this earth is limited and so I am trying not to be afraid. When all the quibbles of my mind are settled down I am not actually, I think, afraid for although I have succumbed to sin many times and cooperated with the Devil many times during my life I know that Father, Son and Holy Spirit are immeasurable Love and Mercy. I know that this Love and Mercy is for each of their created Souls and has been poured out to fill the whole world.

The lovely day of Pentecost when Jesus, Holy Ghost and Father shook the being of their Creation and allowed the whole world to know that there is a Way, Truth and Life that can be followed by us all. That the Creator, the Word and the Spirit are One that fills the whole world but know and listen to each "mite" that we are. Pentecost is indeed a lovely day but what has humanity done with that Glory, Wisdom and Truth.?

Dear Lord, just as always as has happened throughout Time your providence has been misused since that day when you gathered your family of believers with your human mother in the Light of your triune Being. I know how easy it is to sin but what has happened to the Mission that you consecrated in the Upper Room? Where can we find the heart of holiness within the sinful guardians of your Real Presence whom you commissioned today? May Mary who experienced a life with God as as no other and who must still be pierced by the "sword of Simeon" add her prayers to mine and to those of all sinners who repent and strive to do your will. Lord let my voice be heard and known by you. Let not the tongues of Pentecostal fire become for me the "babble of pagans" obscuring the direct line You to me-to-You that you have created for each one of us. Help us all Lord! Please!!