01/03/2022

Jesus tells us that we must be seen to be living a Christian life. It is no good my every morning reading the Word of God and trying to live by it if no one knows. This is another hard saying for me to obey as I have been thinking that God knows me and that that is enough. St Paul's whole life is an open book of his preaching and living the Word. I have given up on public worship. I am not going to try to justify that.

I am trying to remove the plank from my own eyes and find Father Son and Holy Spirit in the Truth preached by Jesus. I avoid sin as best I can . This Lent I will try to turn myself to Our Blessed Lady and through a daily rosary prayed meditatively discipline my life before God.

Jesus I have to be able to trust the clergy into whose hands you have entrusted our souls and your body here on earth. Please shake up your Church and let me see the Christian life in her so that I can again approach your altar to recieve in confidence your  sacraments.