The very first days after the Ascension were days of loss and fear as they had been after the Crucifixion. However, Jesus had confirmed that his kingdom was not of this world and that his was a spiritual kingdom where the important thing was to worship and know the Father. At this time the disciples were still Jewish by faith and the new Church was to them as wonderous  as the new life of the Resurrection. Jesus had told them that they would have to make judgements about others' sins but they knew that only God could forgive sins. We are not told what was Mary's reaction to these events which had resulted from her "Yes" to God's messenger but she was at the heart of the church that was formed of he group of women and St John who stood at the foot of the cross.

Dear Lord, when I try to think of what you do in creating the world and showing your love for the human race I know that it is hopeless for me to try to create a meaningful picture that connects the shattered kaleidoscope that is your revelation. I am confused but know that everything that is is dependent on You for you are the source of all being. Help me to do your will and to understand your Will for me.